The mixture of excitement, fear, arousal and anticipation swirl around my being like a whirlpool.
Everything so carefully plan yet not knowing how it is really going to go off.
I have envisioned refusing the first meeting in a dark room.
Instead a bar, crowded and noisy. Having to pick each other out of the crow
d. The unsure approach on my part. A bit shy, a bit reserved, a bit coy. Playing hard to get when he all but knows I am his. Having to get close to one another in order to be able to hear each others voices. The feel of his hand on my arm as he leads me to the pool table would send jolts of electricity through me. Asking him to help me with a shot (when I damn well know how to play pool) just to feel his arms around me. His chest against my back. To have a reason to press my ass up against his cock in public. Maybe a nuzzle of his chin against my neck as I check the angle again.And then it all disintegrates into flashes of bodies sweaty pressed up against one another in the dark, exploring the unknown for the very first time. His hard, strong hands against my supple flesh. Me acquiescing to his every whim.
I cannot wait.
6 comments:
I can't wait either! So excited for you both and waiting with baited breath for the details.
Go get him, girl!
But as a good little sub wouldn't I let him get me?
Doesn't matter since I am a switchy kind of sub. :-)
My heart quickened just reading that... so sexy, the anticipation. I LOVE when reality matches or exceeds fantasy.
Hmmm? I haven't shot pool with a date in a long time. Thanks for the happy thoughts!
Excited, jealous, my head swims with the thought, the mixed emotions. A desire to be there, to be him, to watch, to hear the story, to masturbate.
the most important part of being a sub is communicating your submissiveness... in your posture, in your words, you will go get him... you control the initiation, the parameter and the result... but it is the control of someone boarding a roller coaster, or leaping from a plane with a chute... the ride itself must still be provided beyond your effort so that you can free fall with ecstasy and enjoyment...
if you have chosen correctly, you will find that there is no need to have a will beyond this initiation of events…
-just
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